Yuck

Do you know that I've 3 more other blogs which I started way back in 2006 but I never really got around to work on them?? :) I'm definitely not a self-start, that's a start! I need classes! Teachers! Tutors! Personal consultant! Personal accountant! Personal trainer! (Which I can't really afford now... I can't even afford to shop for my own COACH handbag :(...  The ones that I got now are not in season since 2006 ). Everything that I really love are all from 2006's. Sheesh !! Such a ... CUT!!

Either way, that's the least of my concern so far. There's a bigger issue here. MAJOR one! What is it? Well, the truth is, I'm bored. I've been asking people around me whether they've seen any difference with me for the past 3 years. And so far...

" Same je"

"Same"

" You're still as sweet as before. Not that talkative though!"

Well, at least someone said that I'm sweet. Eventhough, it might have makes my day if they commented I looked more like Wardina now.

Back to our main issue here, I'm the same as before. Nothing change. Zilch! Zero... Oh my oh my, what have I been doing for the past 2 years??? Shoot... I think I spend them on SPNG. I can't really believe I spend those 2 years (where my beauty should be at its peak... according to the equation 50/2) on a project. I'm pretty sure David will be like laughing at me and miming the phrase

"I told you so"

Oh David, I wish you could have try harder. Nope, I need to try harder.
Ok hayati, don't freak out. Please don't. Well, maybe in 5 years time, you can but not now. Calm down. Good thoughts! Right, good thoughts. Just like The Secret.

What should I do?
Oh god... I'm doomed!!!

First Checklist

Checklist. To do list. Itenary. Everything that needed to be done put into a piece of paper as a tool that remind us to ensure we got everything done in order to achieve a certain goal. I do have my own checklist now and then. I forget all the time.

Well, I need to have one now since in less than 2 weeks, I will be celebrating my 2Xth birthday. So, this should be the 10 things I need to do by before December comes.

1. Learn Japanese.

2. Apply for Master.
I'm doing this now but have yet to really decide whether I want to pursue my studies full time (and quit my job which I'm not sure I can with all the expenses that I need to cover) or part time (which will take longer time to finish my study and get the job that I want)

3. Cook at least 5 times a week

4. Get into the habit of exercising. (swimming thrice/week and gym 5 times/week)

5. Go to kelas mengaji Quran (at least once a week)

6. Read Quran everyday.

7. Get to know more people. Join a toastmaster club

8. Buy a dress for my reunion.

9. Eat more veggies and fruits. Everyday!!!

10. Be happy